Forgive me

In loving relationships, there are several important things to know. One of these is that the key to a successful relationship is being able to apologize. The more intimately you are involved with another person, the more difficult it becomes to say I'm sorry. You are aware of her faults and she is aware of yours. It is very easy in the heat of battle to hurt your partner in a very sensitive place. Your partner trusted you by forming a relationship and letting herself be vulnerable. When you say, I'm sorry, it must be done with the sensitivity to understand the line that was crossed.

I'm writing this message cause I feel really bad, thinking about the way I hurt you makes me really sad.

I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused you and I regret the things I've done. I know im not matured because always make we fight on ridiculous things.

Baby I feel so bad right now, cause I tore your world apart, and now all I can think about is how I broke your heart. These tears that run down my cheek are filled with sadness and hurt, because I loved you so much and now I know that it will never work.

I know sorry is not enough because I'm such a screw up.. But for whatever its worth I wanted to say, that you cross my mind every single day...

The thought of you makes me smile, so I'm writing you this letter so that you know how I truly feel. What I really want to say is that I'm sorry, I know that you didn't deserve to be hurt like that.

So I'm sooo SORRY for everything I've done, so all i have to say is that I love you and I'm so sooo sorry hmm

Take your time sayang. Don’t worry. I’ll wait forever, if that is what it’ll take for you to forgive me. I love you

My heart has been leaking and bleeding since the day I hurt you. Please plug the holes with your forgiveness. I am sorry.

Lastly from me dear iqbal,
Angry is ugly, forgiveness is sexiness. Forgive me please?

The song in my blog is all idea from iqbal.  All song in my blog get some reason from him. 

First song which is Stay With Me by Chanyeol (EXO) & Punch. He start likes this song when I teach him to watch drama korea hahahaha. Before this, he is the one who is anti with korean. 

Second song is Imagination by Shawn Mendes. He ask me to put this song on my blog because when we are friend, he always listen to this song. Because at this time, I cant moving on from my ex and my ex still contact me at this time. So the song got same a little bit with his current situation at that time. 

Takut

Susah kalau kita dah alami banyak benda.. At the end, kita tawar hati & takut..

Tawar hati tu dah takde dah after aku kenal dengan seseorang ni tapi tu lah, perasaan takut takut tu still ada.. Kita dah buat banyak benda dengan dia, then kita kena tinggal dengan dia or whatever lah. Sayang dia, tapi kita takut kita akan kena benda yang sama and maybe lebih teruk dari sebelum ni..

Jujur yang aku tak pernah dapat orang yg baik macam kau Iqbal Rosli, yg always care about me. Tapi I takut, I takut sangat yang i ni tak mampu jadi yg terbaik untuk u. U better someone better than me yg takkan pernah sakitkan hati u, yg takkan tinggalkan u.

I selalu fikir between me and yana. And i rasa dia baik sebenarnya cuma u dgn dia jeh ada salah faham..

I know its my fault sbb buat u dgn yana mcm ni and thats why i tak tenang.. Even u cakap u mmg dah break dgn dia tp dia still berharap dengan u and dia lah perempuan yg baik untuk u, and not me..

I tahu i dah janji dgn u after 5 times i cakap i nak tinggalkan u tapi i takut.. I takut sangat..

I takut yg i ni tak perfect untuk u,

I takut yg i ni selalu sakitkan hati u

I takut u tinggalkan i after what we've been through

I selalu sebut nama u dlm doa i. Sebab I sayangkan u and i dont want anyone else. Tapi lama lama perasaan takut ni buat i trauma dengan benda lama..

I selalu buat kita gaduh, benda kecil tp i suka perbesarkan.. Im so childish, u mesti akan annoying dengan perangai i lama lama and then u give up and tinggalkan i. I takut i tak ready bila takde u it because i love u day by days..

Sebabkan i, u banyak benda nak kena hadap, u tak pernah pun hadap benda ni tapi bila dgn i, u kena biasakan, u kena through it by yourself. I rasa i ni mg banyak bawa masalah dekat u..